Okkkkkkk, so obviously today wasn't my best day. 

Patience is not something that I'm great with. I would like to have only fond memories of my ex-husband; us be friends; working in a job that I like; living in a homey townhouse (with no cats); and I'd like it all tomorrow

This is a process and I need to be patient and take one day at a time. Future plans are good, but I still need to take things a day at a time. 

And curse much, much less.