Rain in Africa
It isn't the time for me to go yet. I have some family stuff that I want to see through. I'm dating someone that I don't want to break up with, nor do I want to marry and move him to Africa with me...
But I want an escape.
Since returning 4 years ago (but more like 3 years ago "officially" - that one year I was in Europe/Alberta/back to Madagascar/then Quebec), I have experienced more chaos than I could ever have expected. It has all been documented at some point in the blog.
I'm wondering if I don't know how to create a stable environment. If I only know chaos...so I go around creating it for myself.
I know I can't run away to Africa. But the idea right now....seems to incredibly appealing.