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Falling..and getting back up again...

I have been in another world for the past...month...or two...or three....or four.

I've written how I decided that 2018 was not going to be like any other year....and wow, it certainly wasn't. The ending of a relationship that was already over. The ending of a job that was stressing me out and making me more and more depressed by the week. The meeting and falling in like, in love, and living happily ever after with "the one" (yup, it happened). Going through a bit of internal battle trying to convince myself that I deserve to live happily ever after and that I deserve the one (this sounds easy....it should be easy....but I'm 38 and have been hurt many times). And finally, studying for a professional exam when....I've never made a good student.

Growing up, I always made the bare minimum mark to pass onto the next grade, the next year, the next required class. I had a hard time focusing, a hard time learning, a hard time figuring out what to study. I was never &…