If I don’t leave the house than I don’t have to face reality.
My grandma has had two strokes in as many weeks. Mild, but enough for a scare.
I’m avoiding putting on my shoes so that I don’t have to go to the hospital. I’ve always wanted to have my grandparents stay 67 years old, despite my parents nearly being that age.

I just don’t want to lose another grandparent.


Edit: it turns out that things are ok. Everyone has to face reality...& my grandma is doing ok.